Dear Lincoln and Carver,

Today was Lincoln’s first day at a new preschool. I think it was emotional for the both of us. It’s a new environment, new teachers, and new language. I really hope you will soon like it. Before we left, I hugged you really tight and promised that I will pick you up soon. But I’m realizing, that we can’t make such a promise.

We woke up on Sunday and found out that a lone gunman went into a club and just shot up the whole place. This was an act of terrorism and hate. This was the largest massacre in US history. Life is fragile and fleeting.

I’m hoping that we have sound gun control policies soon. Till then, I will continue to worry about the two of you. And when you get older, the best sound advice I can give you is this: Nothing good happens after 10pm at night.